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Diagnosis

from Contemplation EP by Athenas Wake

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I will never be the same, no one knows how I feel because the pain is too much to understand. My skin is burning faster than anything.

Forcing my weight to stand up, walking back and forth to try and figure out why I physically feel so much agony in my bones. My family is very supportive and their trying to suggest what might be wrong. I want to staple my ears shut. I don’t want to hear the truth about what’s really wrong with me, too much reality to deal with. I am running in denial, not being cautious about every step that I take and every move I make. My sisters are trying to explain but I wont have it, I need an escapism. I’m too scared to listen. I’m too scared to listen. I'm too scared to listen.

I am being selfish, put your fucking foot down and face the music bitch. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world. I shall do what is right.
I am being selfish, I need to put my fucking foot down and face the music. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world. I shall do what is right.

Take me in, feed me shit, fix me up, Doctor please?
Take me in, feed me shit, fix me up, Doctor please?

This is so unfair, why did I deserve this bullshit? My body is in agony. My skin is inflaming. My muscles are deteriorating into nothing. I can’t feel anything anymore. Help me get out of this unexpected nightmare. Get me out of it. Everyone better hold me down before I erupt out of fucking control. How can I commit to this shit?

I am being selfish, put your fucking foot down and face the music bitch. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world. I shall do what is right.
I am being selfish, I need to put my fucking foot down and face the music. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world. I shall do what is right.

How can I commit to this shit?

I have no hope. This hurt will never end. How could I be so unlucky when I’m such a good human being? If the torture ever ends please don’t let it repeat?

Save me. Save me. I won’t fight this on my own unless somebody fucking helps me. Taking samples of my wounds to find and answer. I’m so nervous I’m about to fucking pass out. The tests are back and I’m so shocked to fucking find out. This is a permanent disease and it may never go away.

This is the lowest point in my life, It has all come to an end. I wish I could turn back the clock, control time with my own fucking hands.
This is the lowest point in my life, It has all come to an end. I wish I could turn back the clock, control time with my own fucking hands.
This hurt will never end. How could I be so unlucky when I’m such a good human being? If the torture ever ends please don’t let it repeat?
I can’t fight this horrible journey. Help me. Please save me. I’m such a good human being.

But I am being selfish, put your fucking foot down and face the music. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world. I shall do what is right.
I am being selfish, I need to put my fucking foot down and face the music. I need to realize it’s not the end of the world.

All I ask is that you take me in, feed me shit, fix me up, doctor please? Take me in, feed me shit, fix me up, doctor please? I need to realise it's not the end of the world. Hurry up before it’s too late. Hurry up.

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from Contemplation EP, released June 26, 2014

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